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Tell me what you think about this intro

“It is every man’s right to find a portion of sleep after the passing of a day; to forget the trials of the day under the sun and to be in a place where all could be as it would be desired. King Ordo was no different from any other man; he had put his cheek to a soft pillow and drifted away to the land of dreams just as the sun had set. His now grey hair and beard did him no justice considering he slept much like a just born baby; smile across the face with a shining brightness showing that all was alright. He was a King without much a worry for he had been indeed a good king, having found favor with his people and having seen years of great prosperity bestowed upon his people. As he slumbered away into the night, his youngest daughter Moriah pondered away in her quarters, writing a letter while trying to come up with words to convey a meaning which was perhaps eluding her at each turn. Moriah thought of every wit she had ever dared to pull out of her bag to somehow convey her feelings but even a crowned jewel finds a moment where love and admiration drives words right out of one’s mouth. Like a child she thought of the words to say for she had reached the time a man would ask for her hand in marriage. Of course, no man dared to dance in her courts for the sake of observing mere life! She was beautiful, she had fair complexion that left any man with a definition of beauty speechless. Her beauty cut her out of a crowd from a distance and her slender look made any man desire her but no man ever dared her for she was a beauty and beast. She had the whims of a damsel yet the sword hand of a great warrior. She had been trained to wield sword and bow with such great prowess that some of the King’s greatest warriors dared not spar with her. All except one, for he alone had found the eye of the Kings daughter and he was no common man.”

21 days of memory

My fast ended today! I finished strong, not for me but for the people who have a need greater than my own. I learnt something today, Gods promise guarantees i am here for longer as long as i hold onto it and persevere throug every trouble and trial that comes my way. THank you Jesus

Thank you all for being there for me through this time.

Quite a show

I was pondering today as i was serving at church, here it was the podium and i could see all the seats. I thought of my days when i loved the world and what it gave me, alcohol and all forms of dementia. I thought of how the world and elements in it invest so much (monetary, effort etc) into making what they offer so enticing and so real and why when i look at the podium i can only feel that perhaps we don’t do as much.

I moved away from trying to look at why we don’t do stuff but looked at how God is more than able to meet and surpass what the world does in the name of sin but does not. I wondered, but why doesn’t God put a show like that everyday. As i went away in my car it then hit me, the world puts on a show because what it is communicating is a matter of enticement, a matter of what the eye will like. So much money goes into wrong movies, wrong music, wrong TV shows and the world loves it.

God on the other hand does not put a show at all. People have been saved in the darkest of slums. Why? Because his show is not for what the eye will see but it is for the heart to behold and the spirit to recognize. So as it hit me i saw the vision again at the podium where i stood and saw that there was no show, so plain simple, almost dry if i could dare but in the spirit, where my eyes could not see hordes of Angels danced and Gods spirit moved with such great glory that indeed it would be termed quite a show.

How did i start the year

I realized a few things as the year started. But the greatest lesson was that not everyone will always be so concerned with your future. Straight up and down of it, not everyone always has your interests at heart or even wants to see you grow. What i have observed is that peoples inability to dream for others is because they themselves are incapable of dreaming for themselves.

The world needs people who love enough to see a future that is not seen because the power of love allows people to taste grace. I started the year good, at least i have something to focus on more this year

Thoughts before bed time

Jsut rambling in my mind, that as people we have a need, to be close to each other because in a sense we are one another. Like me you are you but because you are you a part of me exists in you. In a sense we are all like each other! Fascinating that in each day i learn something about myself from people all around me,